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My heaven of hell

Warning:

This story contains rape and physical abuse. Proceed only if you are comfortable. I have removed it from Wattpad only for that reason.

This is a Rajveer-Naina fanfiction but general readers can also try this because the concept is mine. It's not taken from the show.

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A girl on her mid 20s exit from a car. The car has stopped near the Jaipur mental asylum. The girl said to the driver,

"Bhaiya aap yehi ruko"

But she stopped by the driver's voice.

Dr- vo madm ji,,,mera matlab hai ki....zyada time mat lagana,,,varna apko toh pata hai na ki chote shaab ko gussa a jayega,,,aur phir mujhe bhi saza jhelni paregi.....

The girl shivered after hearing that. Already sweat appeared on her forehead. The girl said in a whisper...

"Nhi bhaiya aap fikar mat kijiye, main 20 min ke andar hi laut ayungi"

The girl slowly entered into the asylum. She went to a particular ward. A smile crept on her lips. There he was playing with a little doll. She slowly came from back and placed her hand on his shoulder....

He immediately looked back at her and shouted in excitement...

"Gudiya,,,,meri gudiya a gayi, meri gudiya a gayi"

He started clap like a little boy.....

"Ha bhaiya, main a gayi"

She smiled and rolled her hand through his hair. But naveen makes a pout.

Nav- main nhi baat karunga tujhse....katti.....tu pichle hafte kyu nahi ayi?

Naina hold her ears and smiled apologetically...

Naina- sorry bhaiya.....maaf kar do.....acha dekho main aapke liye kya banake layi hu....apka fvrt gajar ka halva....

Naveen became excited like a little boy...

Nav- yaaaaa.......jaldi se de...tujhe pata hai yeh log mujhe kitna fika khana dete hai...

Naveen immediately snatched the tiffin box from naina and started to eat the halva.

Now tears rolled down from naina's eyes. She remembered her childhood, where her naveen bhaiya used to make this halva for her. Now, he didn't remember anything. The way he is eating make naina sobb loudly. She immediately came outside by holding her mouth.

Suddenly she looked at her watch. 20 minute is over. Now, panic took over her. She immediately ran towards the exit without saying a good bye to naveen. She hurriedly sat on the car.

Dr- madam,,aapne zyada time laga diya....

Naina- bhaiya aap plz thora jaldi chalayiye....aur fikar mat kijiye apko kuch nhi hoga......

After driving for an hour, finally they reached near a huge mansion. Naina timidly make her way towards the entrance. She tip toed inside, but stopped by a very deep voice which increased her breathing uncontrollably. She looked back. There he is standing.

Introducing Veransh Singh Shikhawat. He is a billionaire and business tycoon and naina's husband.

Veransh slowly came near naina. She was gulping hard. Veransh came near her and traced his finger on her cheek said smillingly...

Ver- kya hua jaan? Tum itna ghabra kyu rahi ho?

Naina- nnhhiii toh....vvvo....mminnn...vo...

Veransh cupped her face, naina flinched with his touch. She closed her eyes tightly.

Veransh placed a kiss on her cheek. Naina shockingly opens her eyes. She was not expecting this.

Ver- jaan,,,jaldi se jao aur taiyar ho jao...

Naina looked confusingly at her husband.

Ver- bhul gayi? Kitna bhulti rheti ho tum? Aj  hum dono party me ja rahe hai....maine pichle hafte award jeeta tha na businessman of the year ka.. 

Naina again became tensed. How can she forget the day?

Naina- I'm sorry Veransh, plz maaf kar do....pata nahi main bhul kaise gayi...plz maaf kardo...plz.....

Tears gathered on her eyes and she was shivering badly. Veransh hold her on his embrace and started patt her back.

Naina again flinched.

Ver- sshhhhh......tum itna darr kyu rahi ho jaan? Maine kuch kaha? Hota hai, kabhi kabhi aisa.....ab jaldi se apne ansu pocho, aur achi tarah se taiyar hoke ayo....main chahta hu ki aj sabki nazar sirf hum dono par hi rahe....hmmm?

Naina nodded her head like an obedient child. Veransh kissed her forehead.

Ver- good girl.....aur aj blue pehenna....mujhe blue bht pasand hai.....

Naina smiled hesitantly and then she walked away by taking a long breath.

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Naina was standing near the mirror. Her fvrt color is red, but Veransh hate red colour. She doesn't remember when did she last wear red, probably before her marriage. Whenever Veransh took her to shopping, she looked at red dresses, but she never dared to buy one.

Naina took a deep breathe and looked at herself at the mirror. She is 24 years old. She had a dream to become a doctor. She always wanted to help wounded army officers like Florence Nightingale. Whenever she read her story she got goosebumps. But all her dreams shattered with her marriage. She can't fulfil her dream anymore.

"Zaruri toh nhi ki har khwaish puri ho, kuch khwaishey adhuri rehe jati hai"

She never wanted a life of a housewife. She wanted adventures. She remembered when she was 12 and naveen was 19. They talked about adventures. One day they will go to explore the world. They will go to the mountains, to the rivers, to the forests.

Nav- main toh pakka army officer banunga aur phir khatro se khelunga...

Naina- bhaiya, main bhi aapke sath chalungi,,,armyvalo ke sath ek hunhar doctor ki bhi toh zarurat hogi na?

Nav- bilkul,,,,aur phir hum dono adventure pe niklenege pahariyo me......

Naina- ghane se jungle me......

Nav- registaan me.....

Naina....jaan..

Naina's trance broke and immediately her smile vanished.

Veransh entered and looked at naina amusingly.

Ver- you r looking gorgeous my jaan....tumhe kisi ki nazar na lage.....

Naina smiled (nazar toh lag chuki hai)

Veransh forward his hand towards naina...naina hold that and came out.

(Kuch khwaishey adhuri rehe jaati hai)

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The party has started. Everyone is congratulating Veransh. Naina was smilling at everyone. But she is not feeling anything from inside. Did she feel anything except fear? But why she is not happy? She is billionaire's wife, the Veransh Singh Shikhawat's wife. Every girl is jealous of her. Some were throwing daggers at her by their eyes. She also heard few of them talking back at her.

"Pata nahi isme aisa kya dikh gaya tha Mr. Veransh ko, vo toh kisi bhi ladki ko chun sakte the,,,pata nhi is low class girl me aisa kya nazar a gaya tha"

"Jo bhi kaho, yeh hai bht lucky"

Naina smiled in pain. Only she knows how much lucky she is.

She went to the bar counter and asked for a soft drink. The waiter gave her the drink. Naina was sipping the drink and she was so lost in her own thoughts that she didn't notice that her diamond bracelet has fallen in the counter, but the waiter noticed that. He looked at the bracelet for sometime and then looked at the naina.

"Yeh saale amir logo ko kisi chez ki kadar hi nahi hai, apunka kya, apun ise utha lega abhi"

The waiter grab the bracelet and shoved into his pocket and slowly walked away.

Suddenly naina's trace broke and then she realised that her bracelet was missing.

"Hey bhagvan, mera bracelet kaha gaya? Ab main Veransh ko kya bataungi? Oh god"

She was feeling extremely nervous. Suddenly, she remember about the waiter. She looked for the waiter, but he is not there.

"Bhaiya, jo ladka kuch der pehele drink serve kar raha tha vo kaha gaya?"

"Kaun? Alekh?"

"Main uska nam nhi janti, aap plz use bulaoge?"

"Ji madam abhi bulata hu"

But suddenly naina saw that the waiter alekh was walking fast by looking here and there. Naina became suspicious. She immediately ran behind alekh.

Naina- ruko.........

Naina came infront of alekh. Alekh was looking little tensed. Till he managed to stay calm.

Alekh- kya baat hai memshab?

Naina- dekho mere hath me ek bracelet tha diamond ka,,,tum jab mujhe drink serve kar rahe the, tab vo sayed gir gaya tha, tumne dekha hai?

Alekh- apun ne nhi dekha.....

Alekh crossed naina and moved forward but stopped by naina's crying voice.

Naina- plz main tumhare agey hath jor ti hu,,vo bracelet mujhe lauta do, varna varna.....main bht bari mushibat me par jaungi.....plz.....tum nahi jante mere sath kya kya hoga agar mujhe vo bracelet nhi mila toh....ek kaam karo, tum kuch paise rakh lo, par plz mujhe vo bracelet lauta do.....

She was continuously crying and pleading. Alekh was shocked. She is the wife of Veransh Singh Shikhawat, a billionaire and she is crying like a helpless woman.

(Itna nautanki kyu kar rahi hai yeh? Itni amir admi ki biwi hai, ek bracelet ke liye kya kar rahi hai dekho)

Alekh- apunke pas nhi hai....maaf karna....

Alekh was about to move but his leg stumbled into something which make him fall into the ground. Immediately the bracelet came out from his pocket.

Naina saw that and her eyes popped out. Alekh immediately took the bracelet and about shoved into his pocket, but he was stopped by his collar by a strong pair of hands and then he received a heavy punch on his face. Not one punch, he was receiving back to back punch. His face was now covered with blood.

"Teri itni himmat, tu meri biwi ka bracelet churata hai? Veransh Singh Shikhawat ki wife ka bracelet churata hai?"

Naina was unable to bear the sight, she cried out loud by holding Veransh's arms.

Naina- plz Veransh ruk jayiye, plz,,,usne kuch nahi kiya hai,,,vo toh mujhe apna bracelet lautane aya tha....

Now, Veransh stopped and looked at naina dangerously. Alekh was also looking shockingly at naina. Few men and women were also gathered around them.

Ver- kya kaha tumne?

Naina gulped hard...

Naina- vvvoo...uusne...bracelet nhi churaya hai.....meri galati thi, maine bracelet ko bar counter me chor diya tha...galati se....

She was shivering badly. Few of the people started to talk after watching naina's condition.

"Yeh mr. Sikhawat ki wife itna darr kyu rahi hai?"

Veransh heard that and he came near naina and hugged her tightly and pat her back softly.

Ver- meri jaan itna darr kyu rahi hai? Koi baat nahi,,,agar tum chahti ho ki main ise chor doon, toh main ise jaane deta hu....relax okay?

Naina nodded her head.

Veransh smiled and let alekh go silently.

Veransh then looked at naina and said..

Ver- ghar chaley?

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Veransh and naina came back to their mansion. They entered their bedroom. Naina was taking baby steps.

Naina- main.....umm...change karke ati hu...

Naina about to left but Veransh caught her arms makes naina go numb completely. In a fraction of second Veransh turned her to face him and naina immediately receive a hard slap on her face. The slap was so hard that she fell into the floor. Naina was feeling stinging pain on her cheek. Tears rolled down from her eyes. She sobbed hard.

Veransh bent on her level and caught her hairs and said in hissing tone,

Ver- us waiter ke sath kya chakkar hai tumhara? Use kyu bacha rahi thi?

Naina sobbed hard...

Naina- kuch nahi Veransh, plz maaf kar dijiye,,galati ho gayi.....plz....

Veransh increases pressure on her hair and said in a deadly tone...

Ver- sabke samne meri baizzati kar di, aur yeh expect kar rahi ho ki main tumhe maaf kar du?

Veransh left her hair and stands up, but he turned at her and gave a kick on naina's side. Naina cried out loud.

Ver- meri family kabhi nhi chahti thi ki main tum jaise ek jhoparpatti me rehenevali ladki se shadi karu, par maine kiya,,kyu ki main tumse pyar karne laga tha,,,par tum mere pyar ke layek hi nhi ho....

Veransh shouted.....he again bent on her level and hold her face tightly. Naina was trembling out of fear.

Ver- kyu karti ho aisa bolo??? Mana kiya hai na maine ki apne us pagal bhai se mat milna, par kal tumne mujhe itna request kiya ki main mana nhi kar paya,,,toh phir itna time kyu lagaya bolo??

Naina- vo....maaf kar dijiye....plz....

Naina was pleading and crying. She don't want to anger him anymore. She don't want to suffer his wrath anymore.

Veransh's eyes softened. He cupped Naina's face and kissed her forehead....

Ver- tum janti ho na ki main tumse kitna pyar karta hu? Toh mujhe gussa kyu dilati reheti ho jaan? I love you.....

Veransh kissed all over her face. Naina felt disgusted with his each and every touch. Veransh carried her bridal style and placed her on the bed. He came on top of her and started to make love to her. One by one he removed her clothings and then covered themselves under the duvet.

When he was done he laid above her by holding naina's waist. A lone of tear escaped from naina's eyes. She is bearing this torture for the last one year. She never felt anything when this man touches her sensually, when he make love to her, she never felt anything at all. Still she has to pretend that she is enjoying, still she has to hold this man by his neck, otherwise he will force himself on her, and that will be too much for naina to handel. When this monster devour her body forcefully, the pain was limitless for naina.

This is her life. No freedom, no salvation. Only torture and rape. She has to bear this for her whole life. She never slept peacefully during the last one year. Sometimes she wants to cry out loud for this hell, but she is not allowed to cry. She has became a slave. Why she is that much weak? Why god didn't give her the courage to fight back? She don't know how to fight.

She looked at Veransh, who is lying comfortably by holding her. He is happy and she doesn't even know the meaning of happiness. Will she ever be happy? Who will lead her to happiness. She forget to smile, only one feeling is rulling over her life and that is only pain, tremendous pain.

She closed her eyes and started to imagine that she and her naveen bhaiya were above the mountains, into the jungle exploring and adventuring and enjoying every bit of life. Dreams and only dreams. She knows it very well that these dreams will never become true, still these dreams were keeping her alive.....

Kuch khwaishey adhuri rehe jaati hai...

So, guys this is the first chapter. Please feel free to give your reviews. I am eagerly waiting. Did you find it interesting? What do you think about naina and Veransh? Please let me know.

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