Phir le aaya dil majboor kya keeje

Raas na aaya rehna door kya keeje

Dil keh raha use maqammal kar bhi aao

Wo jo adhoori si baat baaki hai

Wo jo adhoori si yaad baaki hai

Wo jo adhoori si yaad baaki hai.......

Rajveer was pacing outside the hospital. His state was undescribable. He was crying and clenching his jaw continuously. He was feeling like to destroy everything. He was pulling his hair out of frustration and groaning continuously. He was feeling so helpless and furious at the same time. His heart was beating out of extreme fear.

Alekh, Neelu and Ali appeared there. Pooja was already present with Rajveer. She Informed everyone. They were shocked after seeing Rajveer's state. He was looking like a mad person. It's clear that he is not in his full senses.

Alekh came near Rajveer and stood infront of him. Alekh's eyes were absolutely red.

Alekh- ab kya faida gussa dikahke........jab sab khatam ho gaya tab kya faida ro ke?

Everyone become shocked with alekh's tone including Rajveer. Ali came near alekh.

Ali- alekh bhai, yeh aap kaise baat kar rahe hai....hume Rajveer sir ke sath khare hona chahiye....aise aap kaise.....

Suddenly Alekh shouted and jerked his hand from Ali's grip.

Alekh- arre chor apunko......inke sath kyu apun hamdardi dikhay?? Inhone kya jhela hai ha? Mana ki army ne inko baizzat karke nikala tha par apun ki behen ne jo baizzati jheli hai pichle 4 saal me uska kya??? Aree aj toh uske sharir pe zakham laga hai par us zakham ka kya jo inhone har din naina ko diya.......kabhi inhone samjha hai uske dard ko??? Pregnant banake chale gaye apna future dhundne aur naina ne uss bacche ko iss duniya me laane ke liye apne jaan tak ki parva nahi ki.....arrre dr. Shalini ne kaha tha ki bacha paida karte waqt uski jaan ko khatra ho sakta hai par phir bhi wo raghav ko layi iss duniya me....pata hai kyu??? Kyu ki raghav uske Rajveer sir ki nishani thi.......aur inhone kya kiya?????

Atehi uski zindagi me aag laga daali.....usko torture kiya har roz....khun ke ansu rulaye usko....har roz uska character certificate dete rahe bina kuch jaane.....

Wo har roz garibi se larti rahi,,,khud adha pet khake sabki zarurat puri karti rahi,,,ek aahh tak nahi nikali usne apne muh se.....apun gava hai uske har dard ka......apunke kandhe me sar rakhke roti thi chupke.....samjha hai inhone uske dard ko????

Rajveer was stunned.  He looked at alekh in shock and now he sat into the chair abruptly. Today he realised her pain. He never thought in that way. He always considered her as his property. He always judged her, he always showed his rights on her but he never felt her pain that way before. Today when alekh showed him the mirror he broke out in crying like a kid.

Yes, alekh is right. Today the rapist ravished her physically but he assaulted her mentally. He become so much arrogant and egoistic with his success that he failed to notice her pain and her selfless act. She always become the victim of everyone's selfishness. Everyone used her including her own mother. He also used her. He satisfied his ego by torturing her. But he never paid any attention to her past misery.

But in return she always loved him selflessly. She always forgive him without a second thought. She never judged him. She is so pure and innocent.

Rajveer cried out loudly. Pooja and ali hold Rajveer from side.

Ali- sambhaliye khud ko sir.....apko himmat rakhni paregi.....

Raj- main bht nich insan hu ali....main apne success me itna andha bann gaya ki kabhi uske dard ko mehsus hi nahi kiya....par usne humesha mujhse beinteha pyar kiya.....maine uss judge kiya,,use kitna harras kiya par uske dard ko kabhi samjhne ki koshish hi nahi ki maine......

Alekh also cried silently.

Alekh- uss abhimanyu ne bhi use kitna preshan kiya tha jab wo uske office me naukri karne gayi thi....haath dhoke uske piche.........

Rajveer stood up and looked at alekh by kneading his brow. Alekh also stopped. He was also looking at Rajveer.

Raj- iska matlab.....abhimanyu ne........

Everyone's eyes widened. Immediately Rajveer and alekh stormed outside the hospital.

Po- ali, unke piche ja....dono gusse me kahi kuch galat na kar de........

Ali followed them but Rajveer and Alekh already left.

Rajveer and Alekh reached at Abhimanyu's flat. The security stopped them but alekh gave tight punch to the man and he become unconcious.

Rajveer and Alekh broke Abhimanyu's door with a single kick and stormed inside. As soon as they entered the room, they saw the bastard sitting in the bed.

Within a second Rajveer kicked him from side and he fell into the floor. Rajveer become completely mad out anger. He started to kick abhimanyu randomly. He was so furious that he kicked him violently. Alekh also kicked his stomach and his face. Blood oozing out from his mouth and he groaned painfully.

Rajveer now make him stand by holding his collar and this time he punched him back to back with full force.

Raj- kaminey,,,saale tu itna niche kaise gir gaya.....tune use chuya kaise bol.....aj main tera murder kar dunga......tu nahi bachega aj....tujhe maarke tere iss ghar ko aag laga dunga main........

Rajveer was shouting and punching him back to back. Abhimanyu fell into the floor covered with blood. He coughed a huge amount of blood at the same time.

A rifle was hanging in the wall. Rajveer took the rifle and pointed towards Abhimanyu.

Now alekh came back to his senses. Alekh immediately hold Rajveer. Rajveer's nose were flaring, his eyes were absolutely red and his whole form was shaking with rage.

Alekh- sir.......aise nahi....aise iski maut asan ho jayegi...ise saza kanun dega...asli saza tabhi ise milegi jab yeh jail me baithke har roz maut ka intezar karega......

Raj- nahi alekh......isne meri naina ko chuya....main ise apne haath se saza dunga......isne naina ke atma ko kutchal diya hai....ise main......

But Rajveer stopped when Abhimanyu started to cry.

Abhi- maar dalo hume.......hum khud hi jeena nahi chahte.......humse gunah ho gaya hai raj.......hum naina se pyar karne lage the.......hum guilt se vese bhi marr jayenge....humne pagalpann me aj jo bhi kiya uske liye yehi humari saza honi chahiye........hum aisa nahi karna chate the,,par pata nahi kya ho gaya....jalan me aur gusse me humne.......jalte the hum tumse......humesa....naveen, nandini har kisine humesa tumhe chuna humare agey.......par sirf naina ne hi hume thora sa importance diya tha par wo bhi tumhare paas hi chali gayi....humse yeh bardash nahi huya.......aur humne......

Rajveer set the rifle more firmly.

Raj- sahi kaha.....tujhe marr jana hi chahiye.....

Rajveer was about the pull the trigger but again Alekh caught his hand.

Alekh- sir,,,raghav aur naina ke baare me sochiye.....aapne agar ise maar diya toh apko saza ho jayegi.....naina ko iss waqt sabseye zyada zarurat apki hai....use iss dard se sirf aap hi bahar nikal sakte ho.......iss kaminey ko saza kanun dega........

Rajveer finally puts the rifle down and again he caught abhimanyu's collar.

Raj- pyar??? Pyar nahi karta tha tu usse......agar pyar karta toh aisi gandi harkat kabhi nahi karta.........huda yaad hai tujhe? Usne kiya tha naina se saccha pyar......usne bina kuch mange uska sath nivaya humesha......main humesha huda ko koshta raha par aj teri asliyat dekhne ke baad uss ladke ka sukriya ada karne ka mann kar raha hai........tujhe nadak me bhi jagah nahi milegi........alekh ne sahi kaha tu jail me baithke maut ka intezar karega aur vohi teri sabseye bari saza hogi......

Rajveer left his collar and walked outside. Alekh also followed Rajveer.

Rajveer stood in the road and again he broke out in crying by covering his face with his elbow. This pain is too much. He was feeling like to hug naina on his arms and protect her like a shield. She has suffered a lot...really a lot.

Rajveer felt Alekh's hand on his shoulder.

Alekh- Sambhaliye khud ko....aapko yedi ko bhi toh sambhalna parega.....Raghav ko main kuch din ke liye apne paas rakh lunga......

Rajveer hugged alekh tightly and again broke out in crying.

Suddenly they heard a crashing sound and looked at the surrounding. The thing they saw make their heart stop completely.

Abhimmayu was lying in the floor covered with blood. He has jumped from his building and committed suicide.

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7 months later

Rajveer was doing his work in his study. They had shifted to Mumbai after that incident. He does most of his work from home. He took care of naina all the time.

He didn’t appointed a nurse because naina didn’t allow anyone to touch her except Rajveer. She has developed a kind of trauma. First she became absolutely silent but later only for raghav she started to talk a little. But she smiled very rare. Her eyes were blank all the time. This thing pained him a lot. He missed her adorable smile.

She was also having panick attacks time to time. At that time she gets out of control. Rajveer have to put a lots of effort to bring her back into normal sense.

Naina's counselling was also going on and the happiest part is doctor said that she is progressing day by day. She is slowly coming out of her trauma.

Rajveer looked at the watch. It’s time for her bathe. Rajveer moved towards naina's room.   Naina was reading a book.

Raj- naina,,,chalo....nahane ka time ho gaya hai....

Naina looked at Rajveer and just nodded her head. Rajveer prepared her tub and then took her inside. Naina sat into the tub.

Rajveer looked at her. She was wearing her kurta. She never ever removed her clothe after that night. She took bathe by wearing her dress. After that she changed very hurriedly like she has a fear that somebody will see her naked.

Rajveer sighed. He remembered about doctor's advice.

"Aapko koshish karni paregi Rajveer uske karib jaane ki,,,usne abhi bhi uss forceful touch ko hi apnake rakha hai,,,apko uske sath physically intimate hona parega, tabhi jake naina uss raat ko bhulegi....aapko apne pyar se use samjhana parega ki har koi uss darinde ki tarah nahi hota....apko use chuke mehsus karvana parega ki pyar se jo chuta hai vohi sacchai hoti hai,,,aur jisne force kiya vo ek bass ganda sapna tha....ek nightnare...aur yeh nightmare tabhi khatam hoga jab vo acchi yadoon se replace hoga....aapke pyar se replace hoga,, she need to be touched gently by you,,,agar aap use chuyenge hi nahi toh wo zindagi bhar uss dardnak chuwan ko nahi bhul payegi...wo uss raat ko hi apni asliyat maan legi,,,par apko usse uss raat ko bhulana parega....replace that filthy touch with your love....."

Rajveer looked at naina and then he hugged her softly. Naina's body stiffened for a second but then automatically she loosened herself on his arms. She felt safe on his embrace.

Raj- naina....

Naina- hmmm....

Raj- main tumhari dress utar du? Aise kaise naha sakti ho......let me help you....

He asked very softly but naina didn replied.

Rajveer took this as her permission. He hold her zip and pulled this through her waist. He broke the hug and slide down her kurta from her shoulder. Naina was getting nervous. He can understand that from her stiffened face.

But naina didn’t protest. She allowed him after a long time to remove her clothes. This is a good sign definitely. She is on her inners. Rajveer looked at her body and tears gathered into his eyes. She has become so lean. Her body is looking like a small teenager. Her collar bone is protruding. Her waist has become only handful.

Rajveer cursed abhimanyu again on his mind. Naina looked at Rajveer with little shock. Rajveer cleared his tears and started to rub her skin with the foam.

Rajveer came back in the evening. He has to attend a very important meeting, that's why went today. When he returned he found her helping Raghav on his homework. Rajveer smiled after seeing a peace on her face. Doctor was right, her condition is improving.

Naina saw Rajveer and smiled a little.

Naina- main khana lagati hu....

Raj- arre tum baitho na......mujhe itni jaldi nahi khana hai.....

The dinner went with Raghav's chirping and blabbering. Naina was also smiling occasionally. Her smile is giving so much peace to Rajveer. He is really feeling very very happy today. After a long time everything is looking normal.

After giving good night kiss to raghav, naina and Rajveer came back to their bedroom which is adjucent to Raghav's room. Actually Raghav's small room is inside his parents bedroom.

Naina sat into the bed while Rajveer was typing something in laptop half lying into the bed. Rajveer was occasionally looking at her. She is really looking quiet happy today.

Naina- good night Rajveer.

She laid into the bed. Rajveer thought for a while. Then he puts his laptop aside and slept beside her. He was thinking to get intimate with her. Doctor said that it will help her to forget that night.

Rajveer slowly encircled her stomach and placed a gentle kiss on her cheek. After a long long time he was holding her like that. He sniffed her hair and sunked his head in the crook of neck.

Within a second naina jumped from the bed and shift into one corner of the wall. She was shivering badly. She was sweating profusely. Rajveer didn’t expected that at all.

He immediately jumped down and moved towards her but naina cried out by folding her hand.

Naina- plz....Rajveer.....Don't touch me.....mujhe mat chuna.....i can't....nahi hoga mujhse....sayed kabhi bhi nahi hoga ab....mujhe har touch se ghrin ati hai...nafrat hoti hai.....apne iss jism se bhi nafrat ho gayi hai........kya aap aise mere sath zindagi kaat saktey hai? Ab main wo naina nahi rahi...mera sab kuch khatam ho chuka hai.......i'm filthy.......

Rajveer was unable to hear anymore. He immediately hold her shoulder and make stand on her feet.

Raj- meri taraf dekho naina......tum aise nahi haar maan sakti.....aise agar apne aapko qaid kar dogi toh wo kamina marrke bhi jeet jayega.......tum kaise tut sakti ho, ha??? Ek janwar ke nochne se tum kaise bikhar sakti ho???? Wo ek kutta tha jo tumhe kaatke marr gaya....that's it.......

Naina was crying furiously. Rajveer hold her face and looked into her eyes.

Raj- look at me cadet singh.....

This word worked for naina and she immediately meet his gaze.

Raj- apne aapko yaad karo ki tum kaun ho....yaad karo ki kaise tumne akele ek pure system ke khilaf jang cheri thi sirf apne bhai ke liye.....

Yaad karo kaise tum akele iss pure society se ladi thi apne bete ke liye......

Yeh society tumhe gaali deti rahi par tumne ladna nahi chora...tum nahi bhagi......

Yaad karo kma ke vo saare pal jab tum ladi sabke ankh me ankhe daal ke bahaduri se....

Yaad karo naina vo din jab tumne uss terrorist ko maar giraya tha aur un begunah logo ki jaan bachai thi.....

Aur vo dr. Shalini ka pain aur tolerance test yaad karo....kaise akhri tak tum ladti rahi aur apne dono pair se khare hoke kaise tumne salute kiya tha yaad karo.......

Tum yeh naina nahi ho....tum vo naina ho jisne apne bhai ko begunah saabit kiya......jisne sirf ladna sikha hai....tutna nahi....

Naina looked at Rajveer with so much emotions. Finally he hold her hand.

Raj- yaad hai maine kya kaha tha....ek Sipahi apni akhri saans tak jang ladta hai......jab tak saans baki hai tab tak ummid zinda hai aur jab tak ummid zinda hai sipahi jang nahi chorte......

Naina- par......main......

Rajveer cleared her tears and took her on his embrace.

Raj- sab thik ho jayega......bass meri baat pe ekbar ghaur karna......

Next morning when naina woke up she was feeling much better. May be Rajveer's words changed something inside her.

Rajveer entered the room and gave her coffee with a small smile. Rajveer was about to left but naina hold his hand. Rajveer was amused at her action.

Naina- i'm sorry.....kal raat ke liye..... Mujhe thora time chahiye.....

Rajveer smiled gently at her.

Raj- sorry mat bolo naina,,,,agar tum nahi chahti toh hum intimate nahi honge....i respect your every decision.......

Naina felt overwhelmed. In these 7 months she understood how much he loves her. The way he took care of her, she started loving him more. Really she is the luckiest girl in this whole planet.

Raj- kis soch me pad gayi?

Naina smiled and nodded her head.

Raj- accha suno....sham ko dinner pe jayenge hum sab...pooja aur ali ne invite kiya hai kisi hotel Big planet me....alekh aur neelu bhi ayenge......time pe ready ho jana...okay...bye.....

In the evening.......

The dinner went very well. Naina was looking happy with her friends. Finally the dinner was over and they came out from the hotel.

Suddenly Raghav whinned.

Raghav- mumma,,,meko icecream khana hai....

Naina- raghav,,abhi abhi toh khaya andar....

Raghav- nahi.....mujhe gola khana hai....

Naina- thand lag jayegi baccha.....

Raghav- plz mumma..pilizzzzzz......

Naina chuckled and she moved towards a small stall.

Naina- bhaiya ek gola dena....

Raghav- mumma colour daalne ke liye bolo....

Naina ruffled his hair and smiled.

Naina- bhaiya thora sa colour add kar dena....

Suddenly 3 boys appeared there. They were looking like some local goons. They started to gave cities randomly and checking out naina.

"Bhaiya zara hume bhi chakha do..gola.bara bara.....naram...naram.....garam...garam...gola......"

One of them spoke in a vulgar way unnecessarily tilting his body towards naina.

Naina started to tremble. Her hands were shaking. She was looking downwards. The goons noticed that and they enjoyed her fear stricken state.

"Bhige hoth tere.....pyasa dil mera......kabhi mere sath....koi raat guzar....."- another boy sang by giving vulgar signals by his hand.

Alekh noticed that from far. He was about to move but someone stopped him by holding his hand. Alekh saw Rajveer and his brow creased.

Alekh- aapne kyu roka apunko.....

Raj- mat jao........

Alekh- aapka dimag toh thik hai na?? Dekhiye uski halath...kaap rahi hai bichari......

Raj- kaapne do.......Don't go........

Alekh- dimag satak gaya hai aapka...apun ja raha hai......

Alekh jerked his hand and moved towards naina's direction.

Raghav took the gola and started to lick it. But one of the goons deliberately collided with Raghav and  raghav fell into the mud.

Naina immediately hold Raghav. Raghav was crying. He has a little scratch on his arms.

"Main madat kar deta hu bache ki bhabhi ji"

One of the goon hold Raghav's arm and he deliberately touched naina's hand.

Alekh- kamina saala....

Alekh was about to reach near them but he stopped abruptly when he saw one of the boy fell into the road after receiving a deadly punch from naina.

Naina went infront of the goon and kicked him hard on his main part.

Naina- mere bete ko chune ki himmat kaise huyi teri.......

Alekh looked at Rajveer who is now smiling ear to ear proudly. Pooja and ali also appeared there. Pooja shouted.

Po- oye naina,,,aj inka simcard tod de......faar de in bina signals  ke networks ko......

Naina already took a stick from the stall and started to beat the boy madly. The other two also approached her but she kicked them hard on their face. They started to run in the opposite side. And the goon who was singing few minutes back folded his hand and cried out.

"Maaf kar dena didi,,,,pata nahi tha ki apko karate ata hai.....maaf kar do behen....kaan pakadta hu....."- he immediately started to run.

Raghav hugged naina tightly.

Raghav- mumma is superman.......

He shouted. The icecream seller looked at naina in praise.

" didi aap police se ho?"

Naina smiled lightly.

Naina- nahi....army se.....lt. Naina singh shikhawat.......

The Ice-cream seller gave a salute to naina....

Tears appeared into Naina's eyes. She realised that she is not a filthy person. The appraise which she saw in the Ice-cream sellers eyes gave back her self confidence.

Now she looked at her surrounding. Few people already gathered there.

Suddenly they all started to clap. Naina was not believing this. Everyone is praising her and clapping continuously. She felt so much proud.  Proud for herself. It's not bad right? Sometimes you can feel proud for yourself, it will increase your inner power. It will increase your determination.

This is her true identity. This is her reality. She is a soldier. A born leader just like her bhaiya......

Now she looked from the crowd. Everyone is congratulating her but her eyes set on a man who is standing a little away from her.

He is smiling at her and gave a wink to her by showing a thumbs up just like those old days.

This man made her a true soldier. He is her true soulmate. Without his presence she is incomplete. He completes her. Her Rajveer sir....her mentor...her love...her husband....a true companion....her true love......

More tears spilled down from her eyes. She ran madly by breaking the crowd and directly jumped into his arms and broke out in loud sobbs. After 7 months she is crying like that. Rajveer tightly clutched her on his chest.

His naina is back. She is out of her misery. Tears also gathered into his eyes. He clutched her more tightly.

"Papa, mumma mujhe bhi lona godi me"

Rajveer and naina broke the hug and laughed. Rajveer took raghav on his arms.

Raghav- papa, mumma kaise fight kiya aapne dekha? Main kal jaake school me sabko bataunga......mumma, aapne kaha se sikha itna acha fight...

Naina kissed Raghav's cheek.

Naina- tumhare papa se......

Rajveer looked at naina and their eyes get locked.

Tears also gathered into pooja, ali and alekh's eyes.

Po- sunna ali....aj raghav ko hum apne ghar leke jayenge....

Ali- kyu pooja ji?

Po- gadha kahika...dekh na kaise veer zara ek dusre ko dekh rahe hai.....aj dono ko ek dusre ke sath time bitane ki zarurat hai...samjha.....hayeee....inki jodi aise hi bani rahe humesha........
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Rajveer placed her into the bed. He hold her gently and looked into her eyes deeply. He kissed all over her face softly. Naina melted to his touch. She hold his face and kissed his forehead.

The night was blissful. He touched her so gently and with so much love that she forgot all the bad memories. His each and every touch make her forget every evil that ever happened to her. His love was so deep and divine that she forgot all the pain in this night.

They talked through the whole night. They planned so many things for their future. He slept on her lap.

This is their love story. This is their journey. This is not the end. This is just the begining of their beautiful future.

Again they proved that if the love is pure then they can cross any hurdles to reach their destiny.

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Thank you so much guys. It’s not possible to mention everyone's name here. But i read your every comment very carefully and i know those names very well who regularly commented in my stories. Again lots of love from me to my readers. Keep smiling and keep loving raina.

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